Saturday 16 November 2013

"I AM LEAVING"



Dan bila ku sangka tidak sesukar ini
dan bila ku sangka hati tidak kan berdarah
dan bila ku sangka tidak lagi kan mengalir air mata
dan bila ku sangka aku kan makin tabah..redha..
dan bila ku sangka aku tidak kan merasa apa-apa...

dihadapan mu..
menggigil menahan tangis
menggigil untuk tersenyum padamu
menggigil mengatakan semuanya okay..
bertambah menggigil pabila harus sentiasa memberi semangat padamu

dalaman ku remuk

hancur..
menjerit..
parah..

aku tak mampu berdiri
melutut tertunduk

dan setelah ku bertahan...
ku ditinggalkan

Tuhan...
maafkan aku..
ku masih menadah tangan bersama sendu
sedari dulu..
memohon...kuatkan aku.. Ya Rahman Ya Rahim...



12 comments:

  1. THE END IS NEVER THE END UNTIL IT ENDS

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  2. The truth always hurts, but it is always GOD's will, that we must trust, for he knows best what is BEST for US!

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  3. The time will tell us what is the BEST for us, it is just a matter of time, stay the course and be patient.

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  4. Leaving was never an option!

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  5. The only time we REALLY Leave is when we are GONE FOREVER!

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  6. The sweet moments are to be cherished and remembered.Life is just too short to be angry and fret over anything, the passing train moves forward, full speed ahead!

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  7. Life's journey is sometimes colorful, and at times a bit dull, but no storm last forever, for the sunshine will eventually emerge one day!

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  8. Take the path to HEAVEN. PEACE FOREVER!

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  9. It has been a great pleasure.

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  10. the days draws closer as the final curtains are lowered and drawn..the future is all for us to see

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  11. as the days are shorter the eternal path remains a priority...to JANNAH

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